to think this was aptness
as I cut and bleed.
time will pass and,
a lonely chill, be afraid
liveliness? it was random gesture
to draw you in and think of the benevolence.

the munificence it will happen
but this time you will be below
remember the maggots
will they keep you warm?
the rot?
slow deterioration, you will.

come now you can not escape
I am remorseful and not because of this
oh, the essence of tears falling in the dark
my expressions, linger
think of your good deeds,
kept us out of harm’s way.
then the guilt, it happened quick.

Let loose and be afraid
we are in this together and soon you become brave?
beliefs?
to disapprove?
of deception?

sudden visions, hot tea, the forthcoming?
your voice, it was never heard
it’s time to wipe away those euphoric thoughts
your flesh, now my lungs are on the floor;
the images resembling bodies, our estranged parts
where is the blood?
fingers, skin, books, mistrust
it will come to an end,
the veins desiccate.

erase those thoughts
body parts; images images of body parts;
fingers; skin cut
skin; keep us afraid
fear is sinking soon
our dark tears fall..
behavior circles us
let loose, be afraid
wrap together, us up-in, and brave
flesh and body; where is the blood?
sinking in quick.
drop your beliefs
the hammering will now stop.

erase those most thoughts
body parts; images images of body parts;
fingers; skin cutcut
skin; keep us afraid
fear is sinking soon
dark falls with..
behavior circles us
let loose, be afraid
wraptogether, us up-in, and brave
flesh and body; where is the blood?
sinking in quick.
drop your beliefs
the knocking will now stop.

erase those thoughts
body parts; images
fingers; cut
skin; keep us afraid
fear is sinking soon
behavior circles us
let loose, be afraid
wrap us up-in, and brave
flesh and body; where is the blood?
sinking in quick.
drop your beliefs
the knocking will now stop.

Reflections by no means meet

Ever so unfathomable; swimming across the deep—
promising.
struggling through—
while you lay asleep,
Worrying.
In these times, our voracity,
curiosities are green in motion,
Our childish grin,
Hiding.
lies to keep,
under the skin,
Passing.
We will never give up,
fingers soon float down,
Pointing.
promises— occasional guarantees,
the beginning, the end,
I will fail to help you up,
when our reflections fail to meet.

Untitled.

they write about you in chilling fright.
we are just a lonely set of numbers
of associations and expertise;
slighted and advancing below
my evil secret night.
through a squeaky foamy window,
panicking,
senses moving—
my wandering, wonder?

Shifting, looking through stained letters,
showing might, tell me what is fine,
what is mine
intimidating words are not of interest
to impress my pretty face.

Finally, loneliness and memories are
A paler taste, the feeling of guilt
the acquaintances are words I create
the innocent feelings of self-doubt
knowing you would never go,
trying to see this,  I can not be awake right now.
the same is just too scary
why did you let me do it?

the words are smooth; mixing and matching.
need better visuals. maybe a little….

where are your eyes?
wondering?
perfecting?
in a silent brillant stare?
thoughts are twisting then twitching

Looking past some darkened shadow,
soothing pain that never mattered,
having a life that never shows?
I will keep an open letter!
I will hope of a cold tomorrow
black and blue; wet with sorrow
I’m slipping past my new beginning
never want to see the ending
broken by my deposition
wide awake in the sleeping position.
Dry tears always healing
maybe someday I should wet them
patch this gray beneath my feet
floating but oh so steep
unable from my lack of attention
broken blister of the pain that itches
clear and smooth almost better.
I will hope of a blue tomorrow